The Evolution of Perspective

I don't know what it means either. I used to write a wrap-up at the end of the year and reflect on what I learned about me and how I've grown and how my perspective had evolved. Nothing is coming to mind and nothing has come to mind recently when I thought about writing this blog. Fact: I'm on the other side of transition. I broke the ceiling that was in between me and my next level. Now I just have to unlock the door to climb the stairs. Fact: I'm single again. I know I'm a different woman because I don't feel like it's a terrifying position to be in at 40 years old. I like meeting new people and I'm looking forward to creating a beautiful experience in my love life next go round. Fact: I am no longer angry. I'm no longer irritated or irritable. I'm more aware of my feelings, my triggers, and my self-imposed obstacles. I am no longer angry. Fact: This is the most peaceful I have ever been in my entire life. 2014 was a blur for me.

Click Here to Listen  Ellen Gee welcomes Wise Woman Shameeka Dream and songstress CynDiva back to this episode of The Evolution of Perspective. Shameeka Dream catches Ellen up on which dreams she's been manifesting and her current and future projects in 2015. CynDiva, the friendly neighborhood Diva, comes back to the show to celebrate the release of her most recent project with Ellen Gee. Shameeka Dream is a Reiki Master Teacher, dream facilitator and manifestor, performance artist, poet, educator, speaker, and activist,.  She is on a journey to make healing more accessible and to help individuals and artists make their dreams come true. Find out more at www.shameekadream.com CynDiva, a Baltimore native, has been singing and performing nearly all of her life. She is a singer, songwriter, radio personality, event host, and actor. She recently completed Dreadloc'd Soul Volume 1 with well known producer Knatty 410.

I was sitting there and I could feel the tension building. I sensed the irritation growing. I didn't want to listen. I didn't want to participate. I started tuning people out. This is one of my anger patterns. I witnessed it happening today. It was interesting. So o.k. I’m angry. Now what? I started talking about being angry. I said, “I’m angry as shit.” I said it because I was. Then I started talking about why I was angry. I was also resentful. I was resentful because things changed. I knew that they were going to change and I knew I would be both angry and resentful. Knowing it is one thing. Feeling it is something else. This is some basic shit, right?  Anyway, I realized that I would be both angry and resentful because I would both take the lead and be expected to take the lead in a situation. I recognized that I am uncomfortable in silence and stillness and when I believe there is no movement or progression occurring…..or at least my perception of what movement or